Sunrise

The sun breaks
over the tree line
dripping yellow yolk
on sky still white,
a fitting beginning
to the ending
of this river.





The last small stone of 2012--or is it?

May you travel your river of stones with grace, with joy, with peace...

Street Art

Pigeon droppings
and rubbed-out
cigarette butts
spatter black asphalt,
a cacophony
of tan and white,
a reverse Pollock
of sorts.


Peace...

Blink

I am not sure why
this morning I notice
the angling
of my daughter’s
cheek, the lengthening
of her legs,
the blond softness
adorning my son’s
upper lip.

But I do,
and it tastes
like good coffee,
sweet and bitter.


Peace...

Into This Good Day

The espresso machine
wakes up louder than me;
with a shudder, the boiler
warms water, steam pops
the filter, a low-pitched whine,
and coffee streams with a hiss
into waiting white cups.

Work finished,
the lights blink off
into daytime slumber.


Peace...

Barometer

The wind pushes dark sky
warm and swollen
to make room
for the brittle sun,
to ease the clouds
clogging my head.



Namaste...

Pre-Dawn Peace

I cup the morning
quiet much as I hold
my breath on
the inhale: close,
rare, anticipating
opening doors,
feet on stairs
signaling the slide
to the day.


***

Peace...

Listen Up!

Sometimes
my children
actually hear
what I say
like tonight
over fish
sandwiches
when the son
hugged the
daughter,
and said
sorry.



Namaste...

Wake-Up

My morning coffee
tastes smoother
stays warmer
in the old
stoneware mug
created when
I was young,
forgotten
until found
in the yard-
sale bin.



Peace...

Stomach Ache

Funny how laughter,
the real deep-in-the-gut
rollicking guffaw kind,
works muscles you never
knew you owned.


Peace...

Ice and Sturm

Ice gilds leaves
and branches
in icy armor.



Peace...

The Fittest

Birds flutter on the porch
pecking at sporadic seed
scattered on the table
before flying to birch branches
to eat.

On the fence,
feathers fly,
the cooper’s hawk
feasting.



Peace...

Temper Tantrum

My daughter screams her frustration.
Adrenalin pounds against my ribs,
small fists, and something
inside of me almost snaps.
Almost.
But I swallow and swallow
until those fists melt
and all that remains
is my heart
beating,
a hummingbird’s wing.



Namaste...

Truffles in Class

Mid-afternoon.
We talk of graphs and data points,
quadratic terms and p-values.
Hands cover yawns, remnants
of the last meal, then push
back sweater sleeves
to expose time passed.

The box passes
around the table,
empties,
little cupcake liners
filled with treasure
balance atop notebooks.

Sugar powders upper lips
smiling through bites
of relief.




****

(Thank you Kal and Kremena for the lovely new year present).

Peace...

Before Going to Bed

Inside, we on the floor
snuggled among pillows and fleece,
the cat curled under tented knees.
Television sheds the only light.
My hand circles my daughter’s
belly, good-luck Buddha.

Outside, the gutter rattles with rain.

Hand

He stood on the corner
by the 7-11 hands held out,
one gloved, fingertips cut
out, the silk white
against his ebony wrist,
the other palm bare and honest.

He asked, close to baritone,
“Spare some change?”
I gave him my stock answer,
wishing this once I truly
did own a quarter or two
to press into that hand
of grace, to earn his blessing
“beautiful” left in my wake.

Howl

This morning
treading down the stairs
before the sun rose,
the house cast dark
as a starless night,
a hole to never,
a page filled with
black pastel,
until I turned
to the kitchen
and through the window,
the moon, luminous,
washed the rest
of the world
in pearly splendor.



Namaste...

My son the angel

Sunlight filters through the sanctuary window. When my teenage son passes, the light plays on his face and billowing blond hair in such a way that, for an instant, he appears ethereal.

Peace...

Savasana

Lying in the dark
in savasana
my pulse sings,
a river in my ears,
a lullaby.


Namaste...

Music Practice

Sitting at the computer
wondering what to observe
with quiet contemplation
my son finds the beat:
the keyboard sings
a steady drum, my girl
improvs along the upper
register plaintive minor keys
the Epiphone riffs
some place between jazz
and grunge,
the room explodes.


Peace...

Maple Tree

Leaves cling stubborn to bare limbs
veins trace rivers through tea-stained parchment
translucent against the wan winter sun
beige ghosts of crimson glory
the furled fists rustle, chimes in the winter wind


Namaste...